June 7

I took my nurse entrance exam today and made an 89.61!  The proctor said that it was a good score.  So I am please considering everything that has gone on.  Tomorrow I am going to get all my stuff together and turn in my application!  I am so nervous.  I am afraid that I won't get in. 

My hip is feeling better today.  I am still limping around, but it is better than before.  

I am so freaking glad that test is over so now I can relax for what is left of the summer.  There will not be much relaxing though lol.  I have so many things lined up for the rest of the summer.  There is less than 2 months til I get married!!  I cannot believe it!

June 6

I had surgery Friday on my hip.  I had some torn up cartilage removed and some bone spurs taken off the neck of my femur.  I swear, I have never ever been in that much pain in my life!  I woke up crying and almost throwing up because it hurt so bad.  They had to dislocate my hip to fix the torn cartilage.  It.  Was.  Awful.  The surgeon says that a double hip replacement is unavoidable.  But I will not be doing that any time soon.  I am going to postpone it as long as possible. 

Tomorrow I am taking my entrance exam in the hopes of getting into nursing school.  I do not have a good feeling about this.  I don't think I am gong to get in.  But I have a couple of contingency plans in the event I do not get in.  So I am not too upset about it... yet lol. 

The wedding is soon!  I am super nervous!  I just cannot believe it has gotten here so quickly.  I still need to make my veil and have my dress altered.  I cannot believe I will be Britny Hall in less than 2 months.  That sounds so weird lol. 

March 21

I am aggravated.  I am having so much trouble sleeping.  It is stressing me out, which is making the problem worse.  I am also aggravated about the appointment at the ortho on Friday.  I feel defeated and tired.  I am so not in a good mood right now.  I try so hard to stay positive, but it seems like things are compiling and I cannot keep it all straight. 

March 14

I told myself I was going to try to keep up with this thing better.  2011 can kiss my foot so far.  This has been one of the worst years ever so far.  I am trying to keep my head up and remember all the good things.  The reason I was keeping this blog is not here anymore.  So I don't know if I am even going to bother with it. 

Erik and I celebrated out first year together on February 9.  Since valentines day and our anniversary are so close, we just roll them into one even.  Last year, he planned everything out so he said it was my turn this year.  Boy was it stressful.  I told him I am never doing it ever again.  We started out by going to an Indian food restaurant he always talks about.  Since I was making the day special for him, I bit the bullet and went (I cannot stand spicy food so I was making a huge effort to make him happy lol).  Then I took him to get dessert at a dinner theater.  It was pretty fun.  But not nearly as awesome as the play he took me to last valentines day.   So that was the big event in February. 

March has been kinda sucky so far.  Apparently, I have had some kind of injury for the last 5 to 6 years and it got out of control at the end of Feb, so I missed 2 weeks of work over it.  Spring break just finished, so it is back to school for me tomorrow... and it is almost 4 am, and I cannot sleep to save my life.  I am having a hard time getting motivated.  It seems so easy when I think about it, but when it comes down to it, I just cant get started.  I guess I should try to sleep.  9 am comes early and 10 pm is a late ending to a long day...