September 26

It has been a long time since I posted.  Sorry.  This has been a busy few weeks.  School is into full swing.  I am beginning to get overwhelmed.  I had a meeting with my advisor and it was not very reassuring.  :( I am beginning to wonder if I have what it takes to get through nursing school. 

Last weekend was Erik's little nieces 2nd birthday.  She is such a cutie.  And boy did she have a great birthday!!  I will try to figure out how to upload pictures up on this thing. 

So it turns out all that feeling bad and tired and stuff is actually walking pneumonia.  Well, I was actually tested for that and mono.  But I know it is walking pneumonia because I have had it so many times before.  I feel like I am handling it better this time.  I went on feeling bad for about 3 weeks before I finally went to the doctor.  But he gave me antibiotics and I am starting to feel a little bit better.  I am still exhausted though.  My doctor wrote me out of work and school til Wednesday.  I am not sure what I am going to do about work though because I am out of sick time.  I mean, I have like 14 hours I can take, but it would be unpaid... and I cannot afford tat of of my check.  I know I need to rest though. 

We had a great weekend.  I am so lucky to have Erik as my fiance.  I cannot wait to marry him.  Every night when I go to bed, I am so so so thankful to know what love really feels like.  And I feel sad for people who don't know what it feels like to truly be loved. 

I am so excited about my schedule as well!  I finally got my schedule switched to Monday through Friday.  It is going to take getting used to but I am very excited about it.  

I guess I am going to try to do something productive til I pass out from exhaustion again.